watercourse cont.

nothing at all. lifes meaning, and the pursuit of life that my peers have gone their separate ways on feels alien and surreal. family has always been priority. being home has never felt strange, except when in transitory emotional stages based on the building and burning of bridges. friends have felt strange. new skin cant rewrite history. in that sense, i do like to run into people i havent seen in years, because it feels like change has been constant with me, and is finally pushing me towards something solid.

i should reread Kingdom of Fear. i should go for a run tomorrow. i should practice drums, guitar, and singing for that song of mine. i should clean up my room. i should play with bella outside. i should call jason. i should play my guitar again. i should contemplate Watercourse lyrics.

watercourse.. i like the idea of the first definition, that it is a bed of a stream that only flows seasonally. that is something. i think it is about frozen parts of a flowing substance that only move when the weather is right. hmm.