watercourse cont.

nothing at all. lifes meaning, and the pursuit of life that my peers have gone their separate ways on feels alien and surreal. family has always been priority. being home has never felt strange, except when in transitory emotional stages based on the building and burning of bridges. friends have felt strange. new skin cant rewrite history. in that sense, i do like to run into people i havent seen in years, because it feels like change has been constant with me, and is finally pushing me towards something solid.

i should reread Kingdom of Fear. i should go for a run tomorrow. i should practice drums, guitar, and singing for that song of mine. i should clean up my room. i should play with bella outside. i should call jason. i should play my guitar again. i should contemplate Watercourse lyrics.

watercourse.. i like the idea of the first definition, that it is a bed of a stream that only flows seasonally. that is something. i think it is about frozen parts of a flowing substance that only move when the weather is right. hmm.

Watercourse

-the bed of a stream that flows only seasonally;
-a natural body of running water that flows on or under the earth.

the distrait honesty

the young people i have been working with have shown unrestrained honesty in all musical senses. some are more restrained than others, but when placed in an out-of-classroom setting and engaging in conversation instead of lecture, with the openness that artistic discussion must be allowed, they have been the most honest of critics. now it is my job to take their musical tastes and blow the doors wide open on the world outside of youtube, middle school, and parents.

also: negative energies have been detected, as far as the students trying to find where they belong and being frustrated in the journey. positive influences must be shown to them in a digestible and natural progression. must find their strongest bonds to current styles, bands, lyrics, and feelings, and amplify, distort, evolve. we will provide snacks and jokes. becoming an adult is a bitch.

friends kick ass. things are moving. i need that mackie onyx or the alesis, as well as acquiring Reason, because i need to start having solid recordings to show and twist. i have about three new songs on the rise, plus a few choice old songs i would like to rethink. content is the only true issue, as well as sound.

the big question: what do we have to say?

the economy sucks. our leaders are not aware that we are, as eddie izzard pointed out, the new Roman Empire. our Nero is in office. so there are politics.

theres more, but im tired.

the state of music

to obtain a close sense of pop music, and an appreciation of it, as well as having a close eye on what is bubbling up underneath it is the key to the musical evolution of pop. the truth of powerful, lasting music is to find the underlying alienated minorities and know what they are writing music about, and know which minority has the momentum of breaking through into the majority and synthesizing. to become a catalyst of multiple, distinctly different entities by uniting them through their similarities.

you cant buy the necessities of life with cookies.

Radiohead
Natsumen
Grizzly Bear

Never Wear Out Your Summer

for me, i have never seen money as anything more than a means for acquiring inspirational equipment. i suppose that having resources is the tricky part, where you need to be doing something that is hopefully inspirational to fund your future inspirations, and finding a comfortable middle ground is inevitably hard. is it the people that surround you, the actual things you are putting energy into, or the end result that keeps your mind on track, healthy, creative and dreamy?

im not sure if its the caffeine intake or the environment that has changed.



waking up to a cat sleeping next to me doesnt hurt, either. having a drumset in my life again is also wonderful. the next step in the process is to purchase that firewire device for home recordings. the question is, do i need 2 mic inputs or 8? boy do i want 8, but it may be overkill for the time being.



1.think globally, write locally.
-world=country=government=politician=community=family=individual

-war=country=government+conflict=nationalism+fanaticism= xenophobia=community=individual

2.sonic alchemy. acoustic=reality, electronic=dreams.
3.thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink
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